I took this picture of my son today.
Today.
Where I woke up yet again to the sounds of a seizure.
Today.
Where my workout plan sat waiting for me to begin once I got back from taking Brandon, who is 22 years old, to his therapy center. But would have to instead wait until tomorrow. Because of the seizure. Yet again.
Today.
Where when Brandon finally woke up from the seizure I would spend the rest of the day coaxing him to eat, to drink, to take the 12 supplements, 3 seizure medications, 2 scoops of protein powder for calories, the medication for the bowel disease, the medication for the gut dysbiosis, and the 4 different probiotics to hopefully keep us from needing to go on yet another medication yet again because of more gut dysbiosis issues.
Today.
Where in between putting cream on the acid rash in his groin because of yeast overgrowth despite the 4 different probiotics - I was on the internet searching for things I've yet to find. A neurologist who practices medicine more than they prescribe medication. An answer to address all these issues he has that we can't seem to address. A day program for if our new insurance doesn't cover his therapy center any longer. A respite program that provides recreation for my son, so that while my husband and I enjoy much needed time alone, our son can have fun and not just be stuck at home.
Today.
Seeing my adult son sit in the playhouse we made under the stairs for when our sons were little.
Today.
My heart breaking yet again in how my adult son should be in college, not in a child's play house picking out just the right block to hold.
Today.
Wondering if this will be the day something changes for our children, our adults, who are so affected by vaccine injury. Wondering when the tide of truth will finally turn in our favor.
Today.
Haunted by his eyes and the lifetime of hardship they hold.
Today.
Wondering how many more will have to join me in my today before things change.
Today.
Hanging on to the HOPEISM of a better tomorrow.
Where no more children will be like my son...
Who is VAXXED.
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